I was feeling alrite before I typed the previous entry but when I went to read my best friend's Meiling's blog talking abt me, I was really sad. I was so sad when I read her entry. She was pissed off with me for requesting to see her ugly passport photo which I had never expected. Well, seriously that day I was already abt to give in not wanting to see. I had thought we have already known each other so long, such things wun bother us or our friendship but indeed I was wrong. It is just a fragile relationship. For this I gotta apologise to Meiling. I really din know that you were pissed off with me for insisting to see your photo. But I really had a fun day hanging out with ya that day and really treasured that day cause it is the 1st time after so long that u have asked me out. It was me who always asked u out in the past. In fact, that day I was really enjoying myself even though u are the one buying things. If I was working and had the money, I will also gladly go shopping too. Singapore Sale is coming, if u need a shopping companion, can call me. Hoepfully by the time, I will have job and money coming in...

Yes, I admit that there was a period where we sort of drifted away during poly days. But we still met up for ur birthdays and all. I was not reaslly angry with ya for not attending my 21st bday. When u called me that day to explain, I was indeed disappointed cause the person I most wanted to turn up was you but u did not even replied me if u're going or not cause u were in Malaysia. But if u know me long enough, you will know that I wun bear grudges and I easily forget abt unhappiness the next day. I was not angry just disappointed but still I understand cause it was our test period so thats why I also did not really mention it after that. I would rather want a friend who can be honest with me abt how I behaved in front of u or how u felt towards me. Cause only true friends will truthfully say out all ur weaknesses so that you could change.

I really appreciate you writing how u felt in ur blog. Just remember gal, if you are reading my blog, u are not alone without friends. U actually have a lot of friends ard you u know. Gary, Clarence, Lina, Nicholas, Wee keong and even myself. You are my longest friend ever known besides my church friends u know. Even my church friends may not always be that close and I did not even really hang out with them before 2 years back. So it's a matter of how you see us as and whether you are willing to treat us as ur good friends or not. In fact, now a lot of things in my life, you are always the 1st to know. Even my past bfs u were always the first to know abt it and even see. I really treasure this friendship and hope u do too. Even if u do not, it's fine cause it's everyone's choice and freedom. Just wanna let u know, you'll always be my best friend. And even if I quit school, I will still contact you to hang out. Even if I never contact the others in school, I will sure still contact you.

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