This post is specially dedicated to my close friend who has just fallen out of love, his first relationship actually. I am sure he knows who I am talking about and I am sure he will read this entry. One of my close friend has been troubled over his relationship recently. And today his relationship with his gf has officially and formally ended the 8-month relationship. You are considered lucky and blessed to actually experience a real relationship and real love now where your first love actually lasted for a period of 8 months. To me, who has been a failure in relationships, has actually already admired and envied you for having such a long relationship as your first. Many pple may not even remember their first relationship as they regard that as their first love. Mine wasn't my first love yet though I've been into really short-term two relationships before. So I haven't even met my first love yet. The first person who can really make me know what love really is. Initially I thought L* could be the one. I was already willing to commit and put all my heart into it when he decided to end it there with me. Sad thing, and initially it was a hard time for me to pull throught that period. But I'm glad I got over it now and I am glad that all my friends were there for me. I believe that time can heal everything. All you need is just time. I know that you are frustated and filled with lots of question marks with her. But I believe she has made clear her stand so it is better for you to just move on. Yes, love can be sweet but it can be bitter too and worst, love can hurt a person really bad. But hey, why not just learn from this mistake and then move on and tell yourself never to repeat this again. It may be hard now, but I believe you will get over it soon. Treat this as a learning experience of a relationship. You had good times with her too right? Though you may not be friends now or you may find it hard now as perhaps all you can think of afterwards is hatred and dislike. That is normal as you may have thought it was your fault and all. Indeed from a 3rd party's point of view, you are. But who doesn't blame themselves for such things initially. I always believe in one thing, I will surely find that better someone soon. Give yourself some time, vent all your frustrations or let it all out, I am sure you'll feel better that way. It is not good to bottle it up. If need, just cry. I am alright with guys crying over relationships cause crying always helps a person feel better. A* and me are pretty worried for you especially A*, think he has never seen you react this way before. Anyway, if you need someone to chill out or talk to, rem A* and me are always there....

* Names are being withheld for confidential purposes as the real parties may have restrictions in naming them here.

Labels: break up, friends, Life

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