Yes he finally said to me how much he wanted me to be his gf and perhaps with the thought of moving to next step of life in future. I was touched at what he said to me last week at this day around this time, we were already holding hands coming back to my doorstep. I can still vividly remember what he said to me. It was really quite romantic in the car hearing him say those sweet things. Truthful words that I believe he took a lot of courage to say it. I dun even know what was the thing that attracted me to him but guess the constant chatting on MSN everyday made me know more about him day by day even when we haven't officially met up. After constant chatting, I realised we have a few common things in our life and how we look at life, even our habits and all are similar. So after meeting up few times till this day when we got together, I realised and starting to believe that my prayers have finally came true. I believe both of us could be brought together by God. Whatever prayer I did prayed and asked God to bless me with came true. I just hope that my instinct wasnt wrong and that he really was someone brought to me from God. A lot of people saw us thinks we really look alike and look compatible. There will be lots of challenge coming ahead of us I believe and one of it will be his new job he took which will make him travel frequently. He's flying off to UK next month on 5th june (which will be 1 day after our 1 mth anniversary) and I know I'll miss him a lot by then. I may have by then already fall in love with him just that he will not know yet. I just hope that my family and all especially my sister will actually approve him as my boyfriend. Though I dun really bother at what she said as long as I'm happy with him, but I still hope for everyone's blessing for me. He will be gone for 5 weeks so he wont be around for our 2nd month. I believe this is a test for both of us. God is testing us to see how much we really love each other and whether being apart this long can make our relationship still stay. I hope he will stay in Singapore as much as he could before he flys off to Brazil. I dunno how long that trip will be, 2 months, 6 months? I just know that this kind of fear and feeling never happened to my past relationship with Luther before. Maybe cause that time I was still merely a moment of infatuation. I'm treasuring every moment I can spend with him now for this 1 month. Though he doesn't want me to see him off on 5 June, I think that bidding farewell sight will be hard for both of us. I dunno how I'll react to seeing someone off and it's someone that I might have love by that time...He just says a lot of such times will usually come so might as well not get use to such times from the start. I am already prepared and ready to show/introduce him to my friends and family. I can proudly tell people that this is my bf but maybe he will only formally bring me to introduce to his friends/family probably after he returns but I can wait for that to come. I just want my family and all to at least acknowledge him as my bf so that they can entrust me to him like how they like and trusted Chris. And every time I chat with him or go out with him after a date I do take down that special date or meaningful things that happened to us on my iphone Calender. Started after we met up but I backtrack entries even way before we met up...

This photo was taken on Friday at West Coast Park. He came to pick me up from church after my YA Bible Study. This may be the only time he is doing this for me cause he wont be around next month to pick me up...Sometimes i wish he doesn't stay that far like my bro-in-law previously then he need not travel all the way from Tampines at times to Jurong to pick me up by bike at times then change to car at Redhill. I'm worried he is tired or will get headache easily.



Taken in Bugis Junction, we must take more photos now so he can bring them over and look at it when he's in UK. A lot of pple saw this photo say we both look alike...Do we?

I think he looks better in real person but still, to me I think he looks good so there will still be more photos to come for this one month...